I'm not what people think i am

I not the person that tries to put on a show to make people laugh, my whole life i been laugh pick call names by people and friends and family. I am tired of people saying or calling me something that i'm not makes me want to punch them so hard that i would let my angry out. if they only know how the life i live in is not the life they think it is. i been in more pain and sorrow to the point i have to show something else. Don't judge someone by the way they look or do because we don't know what is happening in their life. I been judge by the way i look and act in class that isn't fun.